We have heard the Easter story so many times, it is easy to
underestimate the true magnitude of the Resurrection. Look beyond the crosses,
flowers, eggs, and bunnies to look with new eyes at the most amazing miracle in
all of history.
I have been trying to put myself in the place of the Apostles. I
close my eyes and picture them behind locked doors, defeated, confused and
fearing for their lives. I am sure they were wondering how they could have
gotten things so wrong.
Wasn’t Jesus supposed to be the Messiah? Wasn’t He the ‘One’ to free God’s people? Instead, He had been condemned to a brutal and
tortuous death. They saw Him die. They
saw the crowds and the religious leaders mocking and laughing and going away
smug with victory. They saw His body being taken down from the cross, bloody, limp
and lifeless. Imagine the despair they must have felt!
It was all ended. Three years wasted on a dream, shattered! Night
came on, and with it, a profound emptiness. Where was God? Didn’t He care? Were
we fools to believe? Like John the Baptist, rotting in his prison cell, the
questions came, but not the answers. Again, overcome by sorrow like Gethsemane,
the Apostles drifted asleep in the locked upper room while Jerusalem and the
leaders went on with their hollow rituals of the Feast.
Another empty day dragged on, and no one spoke much. Peter probably
felt gnawing remorse inside, thinking of his denial. We shouldn’t have run
away. We should have disobeyed Him and used our swords. Others thought of
Judas, if only they had stopped him. If, if, if. The world went on and God was
far away…from their consciousness, from their sense of hopeless reality. But
silently, God Almighty was at work, just as He always is, shaping history and
our individual lives at the same time.
Another night fell, dark with emptiness and fear. Roman soldiers
marched on the streets, crowds murmured as they turned into their rooms at the
inns, temple workers cleaned up the blood of the thousands of sacrifices, money changers
gloated over the coins they amassed from all over the Empire, and the world was
unaware that the universe had changed. It would never be the same.
On the third day, as the sun rose after a restless night, Mary
Magdalene arrived in a panic. Someone had stolen Jesus’ body! As John and Peter
ran and gazed into the tomb, there certainly must have been a whirlwind of
emotions. What happened? Could the impossible be true? Their thoughts must have
turned to the events they had witnessed over the previous three years—Jesus’
transfiguration, Lazarus being raised from the dead, Jesus’ predictions about
His own death and resurrection. His words, which had fallen on deaf ears before,
suddenly began to make sense. The truth of the situation was seeping into their
hearts like rays of sunshine seeping through window shutters. Something deep
within them knew that life would never be the same again. A new era had dawned
and salvation and grace had come to mankind.
I can relate to that feeling in a small way. On that Sunday,
twenty-four years ago, after so many decades away from God, I distinctly
remember the inner turmoil of my heart as it reached its peak. I cried out to
God in surrender. It was as if all my life were condensed into that one moment,
and I begged for God’s mercy, repented, and committed myself to His service.
The following morning, I did not hear any angelic trumpets but deep within my
soul I knew—something was different, and my life would never be the same.
Each day God calls us to never be the same. Consider the flowers of
spring. They cannot remain in the dark soil forever. They must grow and push
their way through the earth to lift their heads to the sun, to blossom into
their fullest potential. We, too, grow and push ourselves towards the Son. This
is especially true during the moments when we feel suffocated and buried by
difficult situations in life. When God seems silent and far away, and the
situation seems hopeless, God calls us to turn our eyes back to Him and gaze
upon the light of His love. That same love that conquered sin and death, can
conquer our fears, doubts and heartache. His love brings new life and gives us
the strength to grow and blossom.
Today, rejoice, and thank God for giving you a new life as His
beautiful creation! Join Jesus in salvation and the resurrection of your soul
in Him.
Christos Anesti! Christ is
risen! Alithos Anesti! He is risen
indeed! All things have become new!
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